It’s a little thicker and shorter than the black or maroon version you may remember. The paper is a bit thicker and less transparent than the cigarette paper used before. The cover is light gray and is very soft and malleable instead of the rigid leather of before.
As a disfellowshipped and identified “full blown apostate” I asked my still in JW mom to give me one and she did.
I misplaced it the last time we moved. I suspect it is in a thrift store somewhere.